-When numbness dawns-

How do you do this to me?

- Make me brittle like glass..?

- Shatter me like a mirror..?

- Make my heart ache..?

Maybe you are not doing this on purpose.?!

But I cant even listen to your voice anymore..

I flinch at the sight of you.

But I hope you understand,

I'm not mad at you..

I'm just more careful with myself now

You plead and beg me to listen,

But I refuse to

I cant support you now,

Anyone else now.

I'm gonna support myself!

Call me selfish. But that's what i picked up-

from you. from everyone else..

You start reminding me of my promises.

the friendship that was meant to last..

but i can remind you of a hundred things--

you never even cared about after promising.

So Why can't i do the same?

And please, Please.

Don't stay with me...don't stay for me.

let me walk a.l.o.n.e

Lemme learn my lessons the hard way,

Suffer for my mistakes..

Don't reach out to wipe the tears,

They dry fast..

You promise to care,

Not to make me suffer!

But how can that be...?

When you are the one making me suffer.

Now,

I ask you to leave.

Plead.

Request.

Beg.

It was nice having you for a while..

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