The BlackWalker ♥

I read this poem a looong time ago in a book I had.
It was by Christopher Pike -  'The Collect Call' ..So, There's this sexy mysterious guy..(Sorry, I forgot his name, Jack I guess ) and he gifts a cassette to a girl who likes him. The girl plays the rap (Listed below) , and gets into an accident with a friend. And the friend DIES!
Then, this guy..makes her re-live her own death. He creates a mirage for the friend, she wakes up..and sees the other girl burn to death. Later, She walkes into the hospital, and sees her body in the morgue. and Dies. AGAIN! Pleasing? xP

BlackWalker :
I come from the past,
I eat the night.
I knew you when you were young.
I'll tell you my story,
But I sleep with a gun.
This is my night, This is your night.
I'm a blackwalker guys
Touch me softly and you'll get a fright.
The stars are holes in the sky.
The moon's a thorn in the dark,
It drips white light
Give me the knife,
Let's cut out our eyes
Yeah, this is our night
This is what's right.
I'm a blackwalker guys,
Brush my lips and I'll bleed you white
I'm the BLACKWALKER

 Btw, I totallly love Mysterious guys. I wish I could catch hold of this BlackWalker. 

♥

New Moon :(

NEWMOONFINALLYOUT!


But not HERE!!!
And this is so damn irritating.
So frigging unfair :(
Its not out yet in the 7th largest country of the world with the 2nd largest population.
Don't they see how much their movie will work here? T_T
Why don't they release it here?
FTW!
Twilight has been released in India now. NOW!
1 year post its release date in the world.
:O
What is wrong with the audience?
I want to start a petition and send it to whatever-authorities-that-control-foreign-films-in-india.
I want NEW MOON.















BADLY.



Taylor Lautner ;shirtless.
I can't wait much longer.

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Why you won't see me online.. :P

OMIGOSH!
My first pre boards are here and my preparations are almost NIL.
So , So what? \,,/
I'm still rockstar.
xP


Lol, On a more serious note. I'm trynna cut down on my online time. T r y i n g.
So you guys will barely find me online except for after 12 A.M.
And now that I'm not sitting infront of the pc and wasting my precious hours <- Bwaha xD , I am wasting them infront of the \Idiot Box/
So there's not much preparation that's gonna happen even if I don't come online. Who studies until before the last hour? Pre boards begin 5th Dec. Duh! :( I wanted to go to Delhi and catch 'New Moon' since there are barely any chances of them releasing it in lucknow.
But I guess that'll have to wait. FuckIt! :(


Wish me luck guys! :P

So Silly \,,/

Random Incident :
I had a chappal hunt today xP
Gandharv went totally nuts and he took my oshos (just one) and ran and ran. And I was running behind him.. in one chappal xD And finally, he tossed it in the trees. WTF! :|

Random Dialogue for the day :
''Nirma Bora Bharat Choro''

Random song for the Day:
Mein baarish kardun paise ki..jo tu ho jaye meri ♥
Lmfao!
:D

Random Person for the Day :
Imaaaaaad, cuteheart who lives in srishti's building :D

Random bad thing :
Someone got committed with someone :|

Random time of the day :
P.Ed. Bwahaha. Failed effort to play Volleyball

Random Pic :
Clicked it in May when I got up for school. A storm had just passed last night..and look at the afterview

I heard this totally awesome track by Kelly Clarkson and I could relate to it so much.
♥
'Already Gone Video'
'Already Gone Lyrics' <- Link to the lyrics.

All I wanna do for tonight is Slit my Heart. 


The happiness is gone again. I think it's temporary this time. But it's awful like before.
I don't even know why. And I don't even care. I guess i'm just pretty sick of breathing. All I wanna do for now is smoke my insides out :(

.

Let go ;)

I finally reached a point in my life, where I've realised who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. :)

And I am happy again. Been a long long time since my heart actually smiled. :) 8 long months of feeling insignificant. The worst eight months of my life taught me the magic lesson :

I used to cut myself in these months. I indulged myself in the activities I swore I'd never even think about. doped. I smoked. I cried limitlessly and I didn't sleep the whole night. I had less than 12 hours sleep in 7 days. I was a clear mess. I'd be in the room still be absent from there. I ran away from every opportunity to narrate my problems to my friends. I quit talking to most of them. I played the past memories in my head over and over again, blaming my own self for every bad thing happening in his life. I cared too much. He didn't. I was forced to fake a smile everyday of my life.Kept repeating: My heart couldn't possibly have been broken..cause it wasn't even whole to start with. Everyone was always sympathising..asking what was wrong? I just didn't know..my heart just hurt. Your's would too probably if you had been ditched by the same person about 6 times. That was a pretty stoopid thing to do..but I really believed I could work it out.
I said : I love him
T O T A L L Y W R O N G B E L I E F S .

This is actually depressing me again, talking about this stuff :(


Anyway, after 8 months..came someone who made me realise that life didn't end here. He spent just some hours with me. And I was already flying. Thanks ♥
That person left the next day, but he was the silver lining of my stormy clouds. :)
I feel like I can't handle so much happiness.. I'm out of habit.

-♥-

Lane down the woods

Infinity ::

Its a strong word. I walk through it. Infinite woods of memories, I mean. Everything is here. Everyone is here. Each green leaf is a face..It's only in my mind. The dew drops are tears shed by heavily Kohl-ed eyes. The tears ran down my tanned skin leaving tearstains along my cheeks. These tearstains are my paths today. Looking so beautiful , splitting white light into its seven components.
Love. Hurt. Trust. Lies. Faith. Smiles. Loss. 
All that surrounds me is a mirage.. a mirage painted by the hands of a brokenheart. What If my heart had a face? Would it be wearing a mask of apathy too? This mask I sew. Glued onto my dermis. It formed the bark of my tree. It helped me get through everything and shoot up towards the light. I thought I saw a light ahead. So I grew further and up, until I was so far from others I couldn't see them . And then, It wasn't a light. It was the mist. Sticky. It clung to my skin.. making it hard for me to see.  I couldn't decipher plots . So I fell..straight on into muck. And I scraped my Heart. It hurts .. And it weeps, though it was a long time ago. My tears still fall as rain..and give nourishment to others below. Walking.. I reach the river of birth. From it I rose..and into it shall it return. I plunge into its  serene coldness . So blue all around me..blue calmness.My lungs are silently screaming. Why can't I break the silence that's breaking me?!